Going through Life's Stresses.

Around 9:58pm October 29 my Bedan brother Jericho called. He was somewhere noisy, I think I missed half of what he was saying, the thing that I understood was that he was asking me how I was doing. He said something that it seems that I'm in a lot of stress right now and it seems that I have lots of things in mind.... Hmmm.... Am I ? hahahah. Well I did answer back, all I said was that I'm ok,and Yes a bit stressed but "tama lang" (just enough). I then said that I was sorry for not being with him and Denmar last week, I was quite busy with some things to help Mom out.

So am I stressed? Am I not ok? Is Jericho right? I'm not sure how my bro was able to formulate that, but I guess he's right. If you are a regular reader of my blog, you'll probably know that from my previous posts, but with regard to my bro, I don't know... I'm not even sure if he even knows that I have this blog. Well never the less, to keep the story short here are the answers....

Are you ok ? Yes, if ok means I still look forward to live each day and try to make it better than the previous day. And yes if ok means that I still call on the Lord to help me with my daily activities and at the end be thankful for what I have and what had happened.

Are you stressed? Yes..... there are changes in my life now that makes me uncomfortable. New things that I'm not sure how to deal with ... Don't get me wrong, this is not just within me, but also with the people around me, people whom I care for. I feel that I must do something .........

Some people say this is normal.... hmm so ok it's normal but does it have to be always? and should it be a part of a routine? I hope not.

Well anyways, I try to be ok..... I try to be optimistic.... I pray to God ........

"There's a rainbow after the rain"

I Don't Want to Live on the Moon by Ernie

Well, I'd like to visit the moon
On a rocket ship high in the air
Yes, I'd like to visit the moon
But I don't think I'd like to live there
Though I'd like to look down at the earth from above
I would miss all the places and people I love
So although I might like it for one afternoon
I don't want to live on the moon

I'd like to travel under the sea
I could meet all the fish everywhere
Yes, I'd travel under the sea
But I don't think I'd like to live there
I might stay for a day there if I had my wish
But there's not much to do when your friends are all fish
And an oyster and clam aren't real family
So I don't want to live in the sea

I'd like to visit the jungle, hear the lions roar
Go back in time and meet a dinosaur
There's so many strange places I'd like to be
But none of them permanently

So if I should visit the moon
Well, I'll dance on a moonbeam and then
I will make a wish on a star
And I'll wish I was home once again
Though I'd like to look down at the earth from above
I would miss all the places and people I love
So although I may go I'll be coming home soon
'Cause I don't want to live on the moon
No, I don't want to live on the moon

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Blogging must go on.

I've been preventing my self from blogging these past few days, I really don't want to use my blog site as a venue to air out my disappointment and anger over some things or even for someone. Events in the office are somewhat stressful and uncertain, It has been one hell of a season ender. I know this thing shall pass, and just what I've said in my messenger nick, "I'll be ok"

Well, I'm just happy now that the week already ended, and it ended in a positive note. I spend my Friday night with my friends in QM. We ate at "Banchetto" (a food tiangge at Emerald Ave.) and headed for Medical city to visit Chammy who just recently gave birth to "Wok-wok". We had a lot of stories to catch up with.... One night was not enough for everything, that's why we're planning to have another out of town trip very soon.

I was able to reach home around 6am, I tried to have a power nap for I was expecting a call from my friends in IT for our breakfast get together. I got the call around 8am, they we're on their way. So I rushed to the shower and got dressed. We had a very enticing breakfast in a bulaluhan here in Fairview. After the breakfast, we decided to further enjoy the day by doing some other bonding activities, we were suppose to go to the La Mesa Eco park, but traffic here in Fairview was very disastrous this morning. So we decided to just visit a nearby restaurant with a videoke system. It was so fun, though it was a bit weird to have fun and have some alcohol that early. Never the less, I enjoyed it, and I think everybody did. Hope we'll be able to do it again soon.Just a while ago my best friend dropped by. His office is near my place. It has been a while since I last saw him, though we communicate via text and call, its good to see him again. We had a good talk and some laughs but since it's getting late, he had to go home.

Well I guess that would be it for now, I'm still going to hear mass tomorrow and pray that the coming week will be better for all of us.Have a great and blessed Sunday to all.

SunRise 10/16

It's been a week since I last posted something here, it just seemed that I was not in the mood to blog even though there's so much thought in my mind that I'd like to share. I was roughly out of shape last week, I've been kinda grumpy and lazy hahahaha, well enough of that!! Hey, its a brand new day!!! I must start this day positively, I need to smile, I need to be optimistic and believe that today will be a better day.

I woke up early today because I had the chance to sleep early last night as simple as that hahahaha. I got up around 5AM, sat in front of my computer and started checking some news sites. My computer is directly located next to a window, a window that directly gives me a view of the beautiful sunrise.Today is one of those rare days that I got to watch a beautiful sunrise. As I was experiencing this God given grace, I hoped and wished for a better day. A stress free and exciting day for all of mankind.

This day seemed to be truly promising, nothing can beat this experience, a beautiful sunrise, some relaxing mellow music playing in the background and the fragrance of a very appetizing breakfast.

Good Morning PILIPINAS

Walk With Good

FACE TO FACE WITH DARKNESS I WILL HEAD FOR THE LIGHT
TRAVEL DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD THROUGH THE DARK OF NIGHT
I WILL NOT WALK HURRIEDLY NOR WILL I WANDER AIMLESSLY
I WILL KEEP IN MIND WHERE IT IS I WANT IT TO BE

(Chorus)
[I WILL SIDE WITH GOOD / I WILL WALK WITH GOOD]
I BELIEVE IN GOOD
[I WILL / AND I] WALK WITH GOOD AND I WILL BE FREE
I WILL SIDE WITH GOOD
I BELIEVE IN GOOD
SAY I WALK WITH GOOD AND I WILL BE
I WILL BE [FREE / THERE]

EVEN LESS TEMPTATION DRIVE YOU REALLY DOWN
I WILL BE PATIENT, I WILL STAND MY GROUND
I WILL NOT LET EVIL WIN, PRAY THAT ALL MY FOES BEGIN
TO UNDERSTAND, TO COMPREHEND, TO SEE INSIDE WITH GOOD

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
I WILL BE GUARDED BY WHAT I KNOW IS RIGHT
AND I WILL SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY
FAITH AND HOPE, TRUTH AND LOVE I KNOW
ALL GOOD WILL FIND A WAY

THROUGH THIS TRIBULATION I WILL DO WHAT I SHOULD
NO FEAR NO HESITATION I WILL WALK WITH GOOD
DOWN THIS NARROW PATH I GO
I WILL NEVER BE ALONE
IN MY HEART I KNOW THERE ARE MILLIONS LIKE ME

(Repeat Chorus)

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I found another great music site.... Now its full of OPM songs !!!! Thank God for friendster's application invites hahahaha. So many good songs that I would like to listen to, I don't know where to start !